Life (Second part)
I can see the eternity telling me "come with me" with strength,I am more weak than usual,there is a lot of things in my life who are bringing me cracks in my head,kicks on my stomach,shock on my legs...
What do I do? and what I have left,continue my steps to my objetives and desires with the strong desire of making it,but damn I can't stay in peace like this, something make hate myself ,I don't know what I do to deserved the things happen to me and the treatment some people gave me this is a completely madness...
when I was a complete "son of bitch" just like the world make me all use to be normal then love come to me I left the part the world makes me the bad part of me dissapeared day afther day...
I was happy like very few times, and about myself the best feeling the recovery of feelings I use to have when I was a child, the ilussion, the trust,"the true smile" everything what life steal from me and for one time me happiness was indeed true happy inside and outside of me, then she dissapeared I feel in one part inside of me empty and completely desesperate,sad and in extreme pain.
"She" the woman I love more then everything I ever love with the exception of my little and more then my life and soul she is like the light who makes everything shine and make my dreams and desires feel filled there is a lot beings I love but for the ones I mention I will gladly sell my soul to the devil if that was necessary I will go to the otherworld to the hell itself and return...
She dissapeared one time and return,this time I don't know what will happen but one thing is sure I will fight to my last breath for you.
I love you thats all I can say...
And rest in peace,my dear winged friend.
